Sunday, November 19, 2006

10 more days to go.... and i can't wait....

its been 6 weeks since attachment started... tml marks the first day of the 7th week.. i can't be more than glad that the end is coming le.... i dono y, but i don't really enjoy myself in this placement... i'm wondering... wat really makes a clinician?! am i even good enuff to call myself that in 6 months time!? i feel that i know nuts about whats really going on and how to get things done... i feel lost in my own field... y? its been 2 years already and i'm still feeling this way... where will this bring me!? i mean, i'm going to grad soon le and here i am still wondering if i'm going to make it... well, lets get this attachment over and done with first... i think that this tots will be entertained when i've more free time to ponder about it...

been thinking.. i'm truly over her? i mean, i think i'm over the part about feeling all depressed and sad seeing the two of them together... but something is missing at the moment... maybe like wat i told teng, i have yet to deal with the part of being left alone so suddenly cos i have done nothing but bury myself in work... and now that work is coming to and end, these feelings just come.. either that or i'm getting desperate!! lol... don't get me wrong, i'm enjoying single life, but think there is something in me that wants to have that special someone to hold on to at times... .
well, that someone will come along, just have to wait as usual...

think i'm a patient person.. really....

the week begins... someone ask me out and save me during the week.....

my pet!