ivy asked that day, which would i choose, someone who loves me or someone whom i love... its a difficult question to answer... i told her i'm very tempted to say someone whom i love, cos i believe that is the best thing i can give that someone... but from experience, this is never always true... and to find someone who loves me... have never tot of that to occur as of now... mayb i'm just not ready for another relationship....
history is never meant to repeat itself... so i shouldn't even go anywhere near it... but y do i always end up with such things... somehow, i always have to make the choice of turning away... but i suppose its for everyone's good... in someway or the other....