looking back these 10 weeks...

its has been ten weeks or so of sch... and its amazing how so many things have taken placed... to say the least, we are at least coming to the end of the first sem of the 3rd year already... one more attachment and another sem to go and we are out of here... tok about it being super fast in the third year... i think its even faster than any other sems that we ever had... well, the fast paced life means loads more of work to do, lesser slp to enjoy... yupz, have not really have a proper slp for the past week, averaging 4 hours a slp a day... and its driving me cranky... really cranky....

maybe i should drop my expectations of myself... cos i know its driving me nuts... the abnormal tots and beliefs that i have... but then again, who doesnt want the best for themselves? sighz... i really dono wat i want... on one hand, i want to do my best in everything tat i'm doing, that includes sch and life... so thus the high expectations, but at the same time, i just wanna let go of everything and let life just go on without any expectations... i'm confused, lost and stressed... not the greatest combi to have...

well, at least to take off some stress, the fyp group is finally getting its act together... at least we are moving in some directions and that we are kinda working better together... hope this will last....

i just need company around me... just be there and endure my crankiness, and to hang out and chill.... i need company to distress!!