reality vs imagination......

can someone teach me how not ot dream!? have not had a dreamless nite for a long long time... hate the feeling when i wake up feeling disappointed cos i know wat i dream will never happen... especially when i dream of her... and i have dreams of her every other day... i'm tired... its not tat i don't want to dream of her... but not now at least... don't want to have that shitty feeling when i wake up... can't get much slp these few days... sighz...

mayb i should consider pills...