maybe its time i really pen down my tots....

yes yes... i know, every time i try to blog, it ends up dead after sometime... well, u got to understand, thats me!! hahaha...
well, loads have happened so far... things that i can't understand, things of great fun, things that make me realise wat is really important in life...

its coming to the 2nd month that we broke up already... looking back, i really do treasure that 9 months together... it was just blissful... it was not really how i want things to end, but i guess, that i have no control over... i guess it really takes two to clap in a relationship... i mean, its not really all her fault, i'm to blame for certain things too... maybe i really am not able to give her wat she wants... but now, looing at how happy she really is, i guess, i'm happy too... its something that i have always wanted for her... to see her smile and look so cheerful, it makes me smile too.. it would be better if i was the one that she has a reason to smile about, but as long as she is smiling, i'm satisfied... think no matter wat, i still love her greatly... and i'll just be there for her, as friends, its as good as it gets... i still look at the pics and have this feeling of wanting to cry, but i guess life has to go on ya... and let those be the wonderful memories that we had together ba... think it will take sometime for me to really get this over....

oh ya... through out these few months, i've come to be realise how blessed i am with friends... a big big thank you to one and all out there who has been there for me! really appriciated it.. :) i guess all of u make the difference in my life! am glad to have everyone of u in my life... walking through this lifetime with me :)

sighz... its the holidays, and i'm bored.... anyone needs company, call me k!?